So... A LOT has changed in the past two weeks. It's like my life has completely flipped over. It's a scary feeling and it's an amazing feeling. In the past 5 days I have been on numerous amounts of casting calls. Just today I tried out to be the lead actress in a really cool Hollywood student film. I was an extra in a Feature film, met two producers and casting agents that loved me ( crazy i know) and said to keep in touch and they'll let me know what upcoming projects they have in store for me. In just modeling alone I've made $1,000 in pretty much a week. it's all insane. I took the session off from Brooks so i could focus on my acting and modeling to see what i wanted to do with it and its only the first week and sparks are flying. It feels like i held my breath for so long and all of a sudden I let it out. I did an improv audition and it was SO fun. I walked out of the audition room happier than ever, not even thinking if ill get the role or not. My goal is by this time next year to land a major role in an indie film or a supporting role in a blockbuster film. ( I think i can i thank i can!!)
As for Brooks, everything is still in the air. I love school and I love the people there, so many amazing creative unique people, but acting... it makes me feel more alive than ever. So.. We'll see!